Hey
everyone!
It’s
already been almost two months! ….and what a crazy two months it has been!
First
off, I’m planning to stay in Taiwan until November 15th. Why? Well,
essentially I need more time to get to know Taiwan and hear God about a future
here.
In first coming to Taiwan, I had 4 primary goals
1. Obey God
2. Learn language
3. Build community
4. Determine if Taiwan can be a long term home.
Of these four goals, I've come to the conclusion that I need more time to work on language learning and assessing Taiwan as a long term home. To expound, I know God has called me here to Taiwan, but there's several factors to consider.
When I make big decisions, I like to apply these 4 tests:
-God's word
-Advice from mentors and leaders
-relational potential (community & outreach)
-financial capacity
Obviously, I need to hear from God on living here long term. I've recognized my tendency to want to do things 'for God' sometimes instead of 'with' Him. At this point everything He's saying had been directing me to stay longer and while this is a little daunting it also feels frighteningly ‘right.’
Likewise, with seeking out advise from leaders, there hasn't been any hesitancy in saying 'stay.' Even when my personal doubts and questions are raised.
Thirdly, I consider the relational opportunities around me both in Christian fellowship and for outreach. From my current perspective, my opportunities seem quite abundant. Between finding other (non Christian) foreigners and inviting them to my dance classes; meeting with Taiwanese students over meals or for language learning; or simple everyday interaction with people....I don lack the opportunities or the desire to know and serve these people more.
Finally I always consider finances. Sometimes God directs out paths by clearly defining our limitations. My current budget will fully cover me until July 15th (my previous return date).
After that, I will need to find additional support. With my current visa status I am unable to get an official job here. There are small opportunities to tutor with English or dance, but to support myself I need to do more. Currently I am strongly considering finding a job here, but I also recognize that getting a job won't solve all my problems. When I have talked with many of the other foreigners, most struggle with outreach and even building basic community around them because they are so busy working and often studying language. I realize that language is vital to reaching out to any community long term so I'd like to keep that as my priority. Regardless of what the future holds, I have found that following God wherever He leads me is the best possible choice.
Particularly in light of my extended stay, I covet your prayers right now. I am entering into my busiest 2 weeks yet. As a trained dancer, I’ve been set in charge of dance at my church’s annual youth conference. This conference unites the youth of roughly 80 churches in Tainan to experience Jesus, receive teaching, and commit to purity. It has a powerful impact on this city and even throughout all of Taiwan, but as I’ve been preparing I’ve experienced significantly more spiritual, physical, and mental attack. Lethargy, discouragement, insomnia, and self-doubt are all very real right now.
I know prayer helps. So I’m asking for your help. In of myself I
cannot save, serve, or bless anyone. Pray I can connect with the God who
created the universe and bridged time and space to be very real and present
with me.
Prayer Requests:
·
Protection and creativity while
leading in youth conference
·
Guidance and wisdom in
decision-making regarding a future in Taiwan
·
Continued connection with Jesus
I love you all so much! Thank you for all the words o
encouragement you’ve sent my way this month! Below are a few more pictures of life here in Taiwan!
Many blessings and much love,
Meal time!
Picking mangoes from the side of the road.
Sweet aborigines friend: Ebu
Another aborigines friend with her family: (right-most) Ebe
Experiencing Taiwanese country-side and falling in love with the mountains!
























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